pondering
Why can't I be open like others?
Write what I want, talk what I like, shout what I hate, even cry when I sad...
No I can't... That might hurt somebody's feelings..
Just sleep on it.. forget about it... you're a big girl... don't let your feelings go to your head...

Word.... it can be the most dangerous weapon on earth..
It stabs the deepest heart
It breaks the strongest defense

Word... it can be the most effective cure of all
It heals the wounded heart
It supports the weakest foundation

Ugh.. the crossroad of life...
Dunno which way to go...
Please others hurt yourself
Please yourself hurt others

That's the way life goes I guess...